Sobibor Stories: Breakdown

Okay, before this post, I want to say, this will be confusing for a fact until the end of the story with the way everything is going. So I will continue, I promise it will pull through.

The scene opens with Sobibor on the floor. She is trembling and holding herself. Slight sounds can be heard coming from her mouth, but no words come through her lips. She only has thoughts, bad thoughts. {They are out to get me, what if they come for me, if I'm quiet and a good girl, maybe they will let me go, maybe the bad people will go away. I just want it to stop, I want it all to stop. No more of this shitty world, they tell me things, they never go away. I'm a good girl, I try my best, please let them leave me alone. I'm.... I'M SCARED! I WANT OUT! I WANT OUT! I want to be a good girl, please don't make me do these things, don't make me this way! I'm a bad girl. A very bad girl, I deserve the consequences of this...}. Sobibor comes to outside in town, wet and sweating. She opens the door to the shop and Heiter looks at her, and dodges his eyes away. In the light she looks down and sees, it is blood, she is wet with blood. Not her own blood, the blood of a stranger. The darkness has wrapped around the poor girl, and she is the victim of a condition, blacking out and killing people. The ultimate opposite of Sobibor, the criminal to a detective. She is no more in control of her body then we are of our own. The being that we represent is clouded by a howling chain, the chain of evil, the human nature to destroy everything around you, and conquer those who you deem lesser in order to raise yourself in the superficial class system of the human race. If the human race broke down, and all order fell apart, then all that would remain is human nature, and therefore, there would always be an order because humans themselves consider who is better and who is worse. What is it that makes us human? The darkness that is human nature twists and turns at the fabric of our reality, but without it, what would we be? Sobibor goes to her room after scrubbing her clothes clean, the vigorous scrubbing to clean her clothes, to remove the evil corrupting the cloth. Sobibor goes to sleep.